i’m gonna throw up?????????? it seems i actually don’t have to make a payment at college which really saves me a LOT of money!!!!. I’m still suspicious tho, but ugh i don’t even care anymore i don’t even want to go back to college. it’s just. i’m sad. very sad.
((((((((i am going back tho, i just don’t want to)))))))))
i’ve decided not to go to the cabin, i still need to pay some college things and i really need the money, plus it’s still summer break and i want to spend every second i can with my family, i’m at peace with my decision. i know my friends are gonna be mad at me but hopefully they’ll understand when i tell them my situation, as long as my best friend understands i’m good.
how do i tell my mom i’m going out to some cabin in the woods in two weeks?????????
i hate absolutely everyone of my college peers and i don’t know what to do because jfc i can’t stand them. i feel like i’m constantly babysitting them and omg i want new friends.
as always, my high school friends are still lovely. thank god.
i’ve found my soulmates in the form of my best friend and her boyfriend.
it might sound weird but it makes perfect sense to me.
there are a million thoughts dancing through your mind. they are so many they look like ants.
tiny, minuscule ants running inside you all day long, they never stop.
Seeing that your best friends’ relationship is not as perfect as you made it out to be is really eye-opening.
This week’s been hectic as fuck.
if i write something down it becomes a goal for me, not just an idead floating around in my head. it becomes an ‘i’ll make it happen’ rather than just a ‘someday it’ll happen’, feel me?
so here’s the thing: i want to live a healthier lifestyle