i hate absolutely everyone of my college peers and i don’t know what to do because jfc i can’t stand them. i feel like i’m constantly babysitting them and omg i want new friends.
as always, my high school friends are still lovely. thank god.
i love him so much
it makes my bones ache for him
he cried today and i held him and i just wanted to drown him in me and keep him safe.
i don’t understand how annie doesn’t love every cell, molecule, atom of his.
i don’t understand why she doesn’t cherish every second she spends with him.
i don’t understand why she doesn’t kiss his eyelids and whispers ‘i love you’ in his ear.
i don’t understand why she doesn’t tell him he’s amazing and beautiful and lovely every day.
i’ve found my soulmates in the form of my best friend and her boyfriend.
it might sound weird but it makes perfect sense to me.
there are a million thoughts dancing through your mind. they are so many they look like ants.
tiny, minuscule ants running inside you all day long, they never stop.
Seeing that your best friends’ relationship is not as perfect as you made it out to be is really eye-opening.
This week’s been hectic as fuck.
if i write something down it becomes a goal for me, not just an idead floating around in my head. it becomes an ‘i’ll make it happen’ rather than just a ‘someday it’ll happen’, feel me?
so here’s the thing: i want to live a healthier lifestyle